Two Weeks from Today

You’ll find me here.

At this Church.

At this altar.
Walking past these windows.

To meet this man.

There will be joy (and dancing?).

Laughter.

And memories.


I might run. I might skip.

I might pirouette.

Two weeks.

It’s all coming down to those crazy final details. The head count. The reception decorations and table settings.

I know it will be imperfectly perfect. Things will go right. Things will go wrong. I will be relieved and saddened when it’s over. And married. We can’t forget that. I’m still debating on my name change. At first I was sure I was not changing my name, but keeping my maiden name. Now…I’m not sure. When I mention I am thinking of changing it, I see the gleam in his eye. A gleam that speaks of honor and pride. I was keeping my maiden name in memory of my Dad who passed this last December. He doesn’t have a grave. He was cremated. It was a way to honor him and remember him. But he is gone. And maybe, it’s time to move forward. Maybe it’s my future, I must hold on to.

Two weeks from today, you’ll find me under this stained glass. Saying I do to a man, the week after I met him more than two years ago, I deemed perfect – for me anyway. I hope you’ll send up a prayer for us and know that no matter how many times you get broken, God can heal the hurts and restore.

Oh, how he restores.

1 Corinthians 13

Love

1 What if I could speak all languages of humans and of angels? If I did not love others, I would be nothing more than a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 What if I could prophesy and understand all secrets and all knowledge?
And what if I had faith that moved mountains? I would be nothing, unless I loved others. 3 What if I gave away all that I owned and let myself be burned alive? I would gain nothing, unless I loved others.

4 Love is kind and patient, never jealous, boastful, proud, or 5 rude. Love isn’t selfish or quick tempered. It doesn’t keep a record of wrongs that others do. 6 Love rejoices in the truth, but not in evil. 7 Love is always supportive, loyal, hopeful, and trusting. 8 Love never fails! Everyone who prophesies will stop, and unknown languages will no longer be spoken. All that we know will be forgotten. 9 We don’t know everything, and our prophecies are not complete. 10 But what is perfect will someday appear, and what isn’t perfect will then disappear.

11 When we were children, we thought and reasoned as children do. But when we grew up, we quit our childish ways. 12 Now all we can see of God is like a cloudy picture in a mirror. Later we will see him face to face. We don’t know everything, but then we will, just as God completely understands us.

13 For now there are faith, hope, and love. But of these three, the greatest is love. .

Ivory Heaven: My Whimsical Wedding

My newest wordless wordful Wednesday obsession – all things wedding. I’m attending to the details as it comes down to the wire.

Countdown – eighteen more days until my 10-10-10 wedding (phew). Sweet biscuits! It’s been a loooong ten month engagement, and finally it’s almost here. I am extremely excited!

Here are a few teasers for all you wedding/picture fanatics (like me).


Wedding ring

Veil and dress detail, to the left is the flower girl’s hair wreath

Cake top doves in the background of the flower girl basket

Toasting glasses and shoes in the background

The magnitude of this wedding is definitely a dream come true for me. I haven’t been too bridezilla(ish). I think? I will be working with my future mom, Sue, this week on the table and Church decorations. We did the shopping last weekend and it was fun, fun, fun. I don’t know if I mentioned how wonderful this family is. How helpful, loving, and kind. I am very, very blessed and couldn’t ask for more than I have recieved to be included and accepted so lovingly.

Truth is; the surprising divorce Jason went through with his ex was very hard on all of them, and it wasn’t easy opening their heart again to a new person. It wasn’t easy trusting that he wouldn’t get his heart broken again, but trust they did to welcome me, and Sydney with open arms. I am eternally grateful for that.

I hope you all don’t get sick of me and my scrabbled egg wedding brain. In mid-October, I will be back to normal (?), or at least more normal blog posts, like more writing and stuff. HA.

Midweek Morsels

*I took some pictures at the park*

*I still adore this camera with an exuberance that is scary*

*Did I mention how much I love these guys?*

*From left to right, Sydney, Molly, Jason, and in front is Bridget*

*I am a soon to be step mom to Molly and Bridget. Soon to be wife to Jason. Soon to be mom of a teenage driver*

*WOW*

*Somehow I’ve gotten on-line plenty of times the last three days but forgot to re-fill my thyroid medicine*

*Yeah, I’m completely out*

*Working with mongo amounts of snow up North and canceled flights = a lot of rescheduled business flights*

*I think the economy MUST be picking up. It’s super busy which is GREAT! Or it could be the all the snow?*

*I’ve had very limited time to read and comment on blogs due to working through lunches*

*I sent a check to my brother for half my Dad’s funeral expenses. I cried over the finality of that. It was gut wrenching. It wasn’t the money. It was the LOSS sinking in*

*Why is it a month later (almost two) it rips so deeply?*

*I still ache over both of my Dads being gone*

*I really miss them, every day. Please hug your Dad for me*

*I started the 30 day challenge on Wii EA personal active trainer*

*Surprisingly, I picked a girl trainer*

*Mistake #1- picking HIGH intensity on my first work out. No mercy came to mind*

*I am committed to a 5K or 10K mid April. We will see what I get up to*

*I am HIGHLY confident though*

*Busy workplace. Working out. Splitting time between two houses*

*Does not equal a lot of blog writing time*

*I really need a schedule. Five minutes to get ready and out the door to work in the morning is really pushing it*

*I want to apologize to all the people behind me driving to work. I really can apply make-up and watch the road*

*REALLY! I actually don’t wear much. I don’t need, nor do I use a mirror. This really helps get me to work on time*

*I’m SORRY. I appreciate your patience and you going around me so quickly*

*It’s 8 months to my wedding date*

*Have you seen my website? http://jasonandangelia.com *

*Yesterday was 8 years from my last wedding date*

*I’m fascinated by number coincidences like that but hate math*

*Weird, right?*

*I am on a 30 day abstain from aspartame (aka sweet n lo). I heard it can cure headache problems. So far, it seems to be working*

*Snow, ice, sleet tonight-tomorrow? Texas? Really? That would be TWICE in ONE year. I’ll believe it when I see it*

*If that happens, work is going to get waaay worse shuffling people around on a holiday weekend. Yikes!*

*I have WINNERS from my giveaway. Remember that?*

*I say winners because I decided to add two more Target gift cards*

*I can’t stand  having just one winner*

*See why giveaways are not my future blogging forte?*

*I’m too nice. I really want to give something to EVERYONE. Makes me sad to just pick a few*

*I’m serious*

*I hope you have enjoyed my mid-week morsels. I hope I didn’t steal that from another blogger. I’ve never heard that before I don’t think?*

Congratulate the random winners-

FOXY

Kellene

Elizabeth