I must. It can’t go by so quickly otherwise.
Another crazy, superfast, funfilled weekend, featuring adorable little girls, and a best friends beautiful wedding has whipped by. Here it is MONDAY (again!). Not only Monday, but ohmygosh, MID-September. Are you serious? Wasn’t it JUST September like, last week?
Don’t I have to shop for Christmas and be DONE before Sydney leaves for Gulfport, MS the 19DEC? How many paychecks before Christmas anyway? Seven? Holy Moly!
I feel like I am losing my mind. I have soooo many things to do but NOTHING gets done.
I even have a to do list application on my iPhone. FULL of things to do but nothing checked off. Most times, one thing leads to ten other things to do. I feel like I’m in a time warp, same old things repeating, but nothing every accomplished. Is it me?
Ok, so it’s Monday and maybe THAT’S what it is. Or maybe…. as I edge closer to 40, I spend so much time looking for things, I, either can’t remember, or misplaced, that by the time I figure it out, a week or two (or was it three?) has gone by.
Maybe… I’m just trying to sort through it all Every. Single. Day…..Did I lock the car? Better press the button again. Did I lock the house? Where are my keys again? Was the back door locked after I let the dogs in? Check, re-check, check again. Did I put that in the junk cabinet? or out in the file cabinet in the garage? Or maybe my room?? Attic? Did I pay insert name of bill here? Have the dogs been outside? Are the dishes in the dishwasher clean or dirty? How old IS that coffee creamer in the fridge? Was it really three days since I blogged? When does Italian class start? Oh gosh, what time was that at? Is my after hours on call week this next week or the next? Is lunch ALREADY over? Crap, it’s busy at work! SURELY the economy is improving? When is the last time I got the mail from my PO box? Wonder if it’s overflowing? How in the world am I going to remember to drop my car off at the body shop before work tomorrow? Is it FRIDAY??? YET?????
Hallelujah! I just discovered my incredible boyfriend just signed us up for DANCE class together! That sure brightens up my Monday. Now, I’ll have dancing with Jason to look forward to. I bet I remember that one.